why does everything feels like a goodbye?... my brain is swollen like diamonds and coffee... i need to have that poison that smothered me... i need to find far beyond... 

there're needles in my eyes... rubies gently kissing my wounds... just now, just then i though i had you... but i think i lost myself instead...

no reason to regret my reasoning... is always my fault embeded in copper... may i miss what i've become?... better stay in hiding with my hair welded in stone...

my skin is sickening the shadows... and the tiredness of my roses can hold on to the spines... it is time for that tomorrow... it's my time at last...